Heavy Lifting

The weight of this world is crushing. It seems to bear down on all of the pressure points at the same time, never allowing for a reprieve or a chance to adjust or shift. Just a stubbornly persistent piling-on and piling-up of everything. I feel this. My partner feels this. My colleagues feel this. And, of course, our students feel this.

I am struck by the constant background noise about what will come next….what life will be like after. Nowhere is the noise louder than amongst educators. As we slog slowly toward the halfway point for this school year, there appears to be a renewed sense of urgency and, at times, panic. How are we preparing our students? What has become of the rigor we are used to demanding of our students? Where are the (often unreasonably) high expectations we have for ourselves?

How will they measure up when they enter in the fall?

But there is also the recognition that we can’t give them any more than we are already giving them. Rigor has shrunk next to the perilous state of our collective mental and physical health. Tests are secondary to students’ wellbeing. Our expectations are that they simply show up; do their best. Often, we congratulate one another because we simply show up; do our best. We can’t demand any more from them and there isn’t much left of ourselves to give.

How will we measure up when they enter in the fall?

I am concerned that our energy is misdirected. We have so little control right now, but perhaps we need to look forward. What would this look like if we began to have a conversation about how to bring them in next year instead of how we send them out this year? We know what a student should look like when they enter in a normal year…..how are we going to greet them when they show up after a global pandemic? Instead of trying to stop the current bleed, maybe we need to consider how to nourish the broken body?

In focusing on the repair and the regrowth, we may find the hope that has been elusive for so long.

5 thoughts on “Heavy Lifting

  1. Though the subject is a ‘heavy’ one, thank you for your words and your ability to project a goal of repair and regrowth is beautiful. Thank you, my lovely daughter —— I love you, Mom

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  2. Speaking of tests, I still cannot believe more states haven’t canceled standardized testing for this school year. Preparing kids for a test is always hard. (I’m not a big believer in state tests for kids.) This year it’s downright ridiculous.

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    1. Our state teacher’s union (NY) just sent a letter requesting that we cancel all standardized testing, including those at the high school level. We’ll see how the state responds….hopefully, they will see the impossibility of preparing kids adequately for this!

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  3. I too waver between hope and despair with these online classes. Sometimes I am happy with the class response other times I am not. My concern are the students who either attend quietly without ever participating or just log in and I have no idea what they are up to? Not being able to reach out to all my children is what frustrates me.
    Thanks very much for that sentence in the end, fills me with hope.

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